Love Arrest Me Love arrests me binds me accosts my self I lose me in we and us Imprisoned by my own mental holds Partnered to the point of possession I am at my best when at the mercy of someone who owns my heart | Hidden The box open on the floor I know what waits in that dark within There’s nothing I want to see I’ve put it away again and again always secreting it into the box where it sits waiting for another chance Each time I pull it out dust it off wear it proudly until the next time I find him and it’s time to hide me again |
Shadows of Desire He slinks into my mind placing himself in my every thought I don’t need him No place for the likes of a boy just barely of age I’ve played that game of emotional roulette taking a chance on a youthful body and a sexual thirst Giving myself to being teacher as well as lover Nothing feels as good as a slender student body I can’t deny my needs but I can’t give my heart again to someone who hasn’t lived enough to know the value | Lunch In the Park Sun shining afternoon heat water shimmers sits still in its banks You sit on the bench just from work tie and slacks looking like a fashion magazine We talk small talk about our days your work funny stories silly quips I love to hear you laugh check the time an hour passed already our moment in obscurity passed we must now rejoin the real world |
Personal Ad I look good on paper I can write myself beautiful exciting Words come easy when you're talking to no one I paint myself in shades of happiness Giddy I seem So full of life Artsy Just another word that gives me life on the page Paragraphs about my likes dislikes turn offs, ons Simple “truths” about myself My type aspirations shape, size, age it’s all there A perfect photo made of words I look good on paper | A Kiss Fingers caress Eyes filled with reflection Breath moist, warm So much energy from one to another Electric charge Blood rushing Heart Racing A cacophony Tingle Shake Sweat Soft lips brush Contact |
Then I still love you then In my mind I still hold you then close to me against my chest your breath on my neck soothing my days I still feel you then when I lay down to sleep nights in bed alone holding my pillow I still know you then Who you were with me Years passed like moments as we loved our way through so many todays and even more tomorrows Where are you now? | Lonely Lonely crawls all over you like a million tiny legs Reaches every part Inside your skin it creeps slithers Makes its place in your heart Settles down Nests Grows Fills the space with bitter emptiness |
